Sunday, April 5, 2009

Stupid Emotions. Dx

So I'm still talking to him and it's sort of extra awkward because when we talk, I feel too comfortable. I sort of think he wants me back, but then I also think that maybe I'm just saying that because I want it to be true. Ughhhh.

I can't explain how I feel about all of this. Actually, I'm just confused. I hate this. I either want to like him and him like me back, or not like him and him not like me back.

But of course, it's neither of those. It's more of a "I think that maybe I still like you but I don't know if I should because I don't know if you like me or not and also people say that you're not a very nice guy but I think you are."

So maybe I should listen to what people tell me. People can see what goes on. Love is blind, after all.
But maybe I shouldn't because my feelings are my own and I shouldn't let other people tell me how to feel.

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Why is this so confusing??

Because I'm making it more confusing than it needs to be.

2 comments:

  1. No one is trying to stop you from getting back with him, and we are most def not telling you what to feel.
    Do what you want, but as friends, we also try to look out for the best for you.
    So expect input from others.

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  2. Okay. Ugh. I just don't know, though. I can see how other people don't think he's the best guy ever, and I don't even know if he really likes me still.
    Dx
    Like I said above, I just want to know whether or not he likes me so I can get on with the rest of my life.

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