Stupid Emotions. Dx

So I'm still talking to him and it's sort of extra awkward because when we talk, I feel too comfortable. I sort of think he wants me back, but then I also think that maybe I'm just saying that because I want it to be true. Ughhhh.

I can't explain how I feel about all of this. Actually, I'm just confused. I hate this. I either want to like him and him like me back, or not like him and him not like me back.

But of course, it's neither of those. It's more of a "I think that maybe I still like you but I don't know if I should because I don't know if you like me or not and also people say that you're not a very nice guy but I think you are."

So maybe I should listen to what people tell me. People can see what goes on. Love is blind, after all.
But maybe I shouldn't because my feelings are my own and I shouldn't let other people tell me how to feel.

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Why is this so confusing??

Because I'm making it more confusing than it needs to be.

What's wrong with meeEE??? D:

I can't think straight.
I can't even remember what I was going to write about.
Bahh.
Dx